It's difficult to trust your gut if you've been inundated with a barrage of messages about what you "should," or "should not," do. If you're not tuned-in to yourself, and your higher power, mixed messages can make life feel like a never-ending labyrinth, that consumes all of your energy to find your way out of. No wonder you're exhausted!
Think of it this way... most of us have, "taken a bite out of the apple," so to speak, and have phylogenetically attached a sixth appendage to our body, the "smartphone". As a result, to be efficient in today's world, we're conditioned to track our device's battery life, and when it's low, plug it in, otherwise, "it's dead." Humans are no different! We run on energy! Yet the only way we know whether we're low, unless we're dependent on a machine (lonely...), is if we've strengthened our capacity to introceptively check-in and notice what we're aware of. In so doing we may identify our internal battery life and metaphorically plug-in when needed.